Too Little Too Late.
So...
It's been a while since i've blogged. Or even talked to anyone. Well first things first. I got back together with the boyfriend. After several disposals I still picked him out of the can. Whatever i'm needy. Somewhat happy though. I really wanna find that rocker boy. The one who sings and plays guitar in a band... licks like Mick Mars and chops like slash...Hair like axl of course.
Sigh, someday soon I hope. Anyways, yesterday I found out that one of my friends passed. I went to school with her and we were friends.. She was a very sweet girl. Before we graduated she gave me a wallet of her senior photo. On the back she wrote a note about how I should go fulfil all of my dreams. It was inspiring and I carried it with me in my wallet everywhere. Then I heard the news. Four days ago she died. I knew she was battling cancer but I didn't know it was going to take her life. I thought she had been getting better. She looked better everyday. But she just stopped treating it. And simply let it decide for itself.
It broke my heart. She was going to do amazing things. It just was a shock. And i really still can't beileve shes gone. I will still keep her inspiration with me everyday. When alot of people never beileved in me she was one of the ones who did always. I know shes happier in another life.
It really made me realize how short time is. We never have enough time. I wanna see the world before I leave it.
